About 10 years ago I met a guy. He was in on business from another state and asked me out. We went out a few times before he went home, and we had incredible chemistry. Things didn't work out, and he broke it off with me. I can't help it, but I still think of him from time to time. I got married to another man, and had 2 children. I love my husband, but I feel I am falling out of love with him. It's lack of communication, and everytime we do talk, it escalates into an argument. I always feel I have to walk on eggshells around him.
Recently I contacted this old flame. I know I shouldn't of, but I did. He is starting to flirt with me, giving me that attention I crave, and I like it. He has mentioned me coming out to see him, and I have thought about it-that is if I could get away with no problems, which is impossible. I sometimes feel the only way I can find true closure is if I sleep with him. I feel these thoughts are really corrupting with my life. I know I should just break it off, but deep down I don't want to. I have so many mixed emotions. Please help. Tani